Friday, May 31, 2013

Chapter 15: THE WEDDING part 2

One thing I learnt from my past experience is to when it comes to leaving a kid alone at home atleast have one adult in the house. That is parent logic. I mean who in the world would leave their kid at home ALL alone? Afrah's mom and dad. Which was a mistake, but still have some common sense. Anyways take care of your children you married readers out there and well..
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There are beautiful girls. Some with beautiful faces. Some with beautiful hearts. Some with none, but YOU always find a girl that happens to be beautiful. Especially in weddings. I am telling you. You sit there in a wedding, shy, more like insecure. Now the thing Afaf learnt, or should I say I learnt from insecurity is that it never ends. Whether your a kid, a jealous teenager, dating, married you will always be insecure. Its just a fact. Its part of being a woman. I learnt that from Zainab and Bader's wedding.

Afaf's P.O.V: 
While sitting in the first table in the arena, in the corner of the table with my head facing Afrah with Shahad diagonal to me and Noura and Fatma right next to me both of the sides and the girls just sitting in the next tables or standing or dancing.
A beautiful long black haired girl with a body that is TOOO thin and a yellow dress write below her butt. Almost like lingerie when she sits down which quite made me laugh, she had a little bit too dark of a lipstick on and the foundation brighter than the rest of her body.
She was dancing. Lol. More like walking and smiling. She clearly didnt know how to. 

Noura: aham shay.
Fatma: LOOLL 
Dana: wee maskeena
Shahad: banat 5nrou7 enraweeha el ra89 el 9jee.
Ghada: ee yalla.

Me and Shahad tried to get a long in the wedding.. We did.

Galee Abdullah t3alay bara.
So i did.

Abdullah: Afaf..
Ghada: Afafo yalla lazm enrouu7
Afaf: b3d shway, okay?
Abdullah: bas-
Afaf; sorry!
And then I rushed inside the 3rs.

Afrah: Afaf
Afaf: halla eb smeety :*
Afrah: Afaf.
Afaf: 3younhaa:* 2amry.
Afrah: abdullah...
Afaf: shfee?
Afrah: yabeech bara tharouryy.
Afaf: haw tawny knt bara.
Afrah: ya5ee rou7ay shbt5sereen?! 7beebch yabeech!

I ran in my heels oustide to find him in starbucks because the wedding was in the palms hotel.
Abdullah and my dad were talking and laughing as I walked to them. Salamt 3la oboi chan ra7.
Abdullah: afaf. Abi a56bch. I got your dad's permission but on one condition he said we wont get married straight away, as you're still 16 and im just turning 18 in 2 months but.. Sm3eeny, I promise you once you turn 18 you will be with me in our house, smiling and laughing then going to our jobs and after a month we find out that a baby is born!
I smiled and hugged him soooo tight. He opened a box that had tiffany&co on it and he wore it to my ringfinger.
Afaf; i love you, abdullah.

Saturday, May 25, 2013

Chapter 14- The wedding

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Zainab's P.O.V:

Asamy ou asamy until I decided to face my fears. I answered the call.

Zainab: SHTABE?
----: the big day, huh?
Zainab: SHOOF. EL7EEN AFTH7K OU AROU7 EL MA5FAR, STOP CALLING.
-----: y3neee matabeen Afrah?
Zainab: ...
-----: Jawbeeny.
Zainab: SHDRAK EB AFRAH?!
-----: haha. allah m3ach yal 3arous.
Zainab: LA2! LA7THA!

*he ended the call.*

Afrah. Afrah. Wainch ya afrah?

I cry, I pinch myself to stop because I am gonna ruin my makeup.

Afrah is our sister, she is supposed to be 18 this year, bas ll2saf she was kidnapped when she was 8. For ten years my dad was on with this case, no lawyer, no police, no judge can find her! People even evacuated to the rest of the 5aleej. No sign of Afrah. All we know is the kidnapper is pedophile. He claimed her for 10 years not knowing whether she is alive, safe, or even okay?! The lawyer says she might've changed her name and passport, as the kidnapper is a smart pedophile.
What they said is there were 6 girls (excluding Afrah) kidnapped in the year Afrah was.

I excuse myself, I go out with my hair in that ugly cap used to highlight my hair for tonight.. I get out to the parking lot to see a car, and in the backseat.. AFRAH!!! the driver laughing at me as I run to it. I see  Afaf and Abdullah running to help me, as they saw her to. Abdullah grabs the driver.

Abdullah: Ma tst7ee 3la wayhk. Yal 8aleel el adab t5tf banat?! Tfou 3laik. Ma 3ndk ahal ya --------?!
Afaf: 3bood. Please. He isn't safe.

I hug my sister so tight while calling the police.

Abdullah: You care about me?
Afaf: Always have, Always will.

The police comes and calls every parent who lost their daughters...

Zainab: Afrah! Elyom laylat 3rsy.. El7mdellah yarab.
Afrah: Mshtagetlkoum.

Everyone cries. As we get Afrah ready and myself!



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Revaling: Not now.
The story is 50/50 true the moments are but not in the same dayy :) And the afrah thing isn't true.



Saturday, May 11, 2013

Chapter 13

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The Next Day: WEDDING OF ZAINAB AND BADER.

Everyone was up at 8:30 am sitting on the table, eating breakfast.

Aunt Mizna: yalla banat 5anrou7 el 9alon.

chan kl wa7da gamat ou badelat ou ra7at m3a 3meyma.


Ignore the descriptiosn I gave before.
Aunttt chose:

Mama Chose:



Taiba chose: (she is mt7jba)



Manayer chose: 



Dareen chose: 


Dana chose:


Ghada chose: 


Afaf chose: BOTH HAIR AND DRESS.



Noura chose: THE MIDDLE DRESS 


Fatma chose: 


Shahad chose:


OFCOURSE EL 3ARUS ZAINAB CHOSE:



Afaf's P.O.V:
Its over.
we are done.

TWITTER MODE:
AfafAl_: I regret all the days we spent, all the moments we had, I regret that I forgave you.
*3 retweets*


Ghada: Foofy, bas 3ad. 
Dana: Foof. He is not worth it.
Zainab: Tra 3rsy mabee fatigues!!!!

I faked a smile and sighed.


Abdullah's P.O.V:

Mishael: 3beid. t3al. 
Abdullah: ttst3b6 ent?!
Mishael: Inch3m ou 9eer rayal.
Abdullah: agoulk eryoulllyyy!
Mishael: 9j enk bnt.
Abdullah: chub- zain shtabee?
Mishael: '3al6a kbeera 3bood.
Abdullah: adre.  she wont forgive me.

Zainab's P.O.V:
My day. Is gone to a shit ground. 

3 CALLS FROM --------

please stop. please. please. 


TO BE CONTINUED..... 



Friday, April 19, 2013

Chapter 12

Dareen's P.O.V:
I looked at Feehaid, and then at his mom.
The grown ups told us to go to the garden and talk or swimming pool and talk.

Dareen: shyabk?
Feehaid looked down.
Feehaid: ba56bch.
Dareen: ou bdoun rayeey?

Duaij: Feeeehaidaaan!! Mn gaddddekk? Mnzman ma mreit 3ndna!!
Feehaid: ee walla :/
Bader: zain ink yet, t3al laish yay?
Khaled: eee shaklk mo yay et zoor.
Ali: shsalfa?

Afaf's P.O.V:
I sat next to Abdullah and Mishael then shahad yet.

Shahad: wleht 3leik abood.
Abdullah: mako shay lat5afeen, Afaf saved me.
Shahad: shalkalam?
Mishael: haw! B3d matfhmeen?!

I held Abdullah's hand really tight and he kissed my forehead.
Shahad was faking tears and walked away.. Abdullah limped to go and get he.r.

Mishael: chthaabaaaa.

Mishael understood everything. EVERYTHING. That's how close we are.

Afaf: 7da waii3.

Shahad's P.O.V:

Wow. Abdullah, I thought you loved me.

Abdullah: shahad!! Shahad!! I cant run anymore!

I stopped. He held me from my waist and sat next to me.

Abdullah: shfeech?
Shahad: a7bk.
Abdullah: a7b afaf..
Shahad: tkfa give a little time to me, I swear you'll love me.
Abdullah: love is never forcing.
Shahad: but lovers are.
Abdullah: I am sorry.

I kissed his cheek l2na I saw Afaf walking to us.

Afaf: abdullah?!
Abdullah: Afaf! Its not what you think.
Shahad: I want the best for you Abdullah, and she is with Misheal secretly.
Abdullah: basch chthb!!! Wa5ray 3ny!


Abdullah's P.O.V:
I couldn't believe it, I wouldn't until now..

I saw Misheal hugging Afaf.

Abdullah: Afaf we are done.
Afaf: I am glad you cheater!!

She went off crying, I didnt understand why she is with Misheal isnt she?

Misheal: not cool bro!

He went to get Afaf.

Mishael: Afaf, haday.
Afaf: he is with Shahad. He is cheating.

Monday, April 15, 2013

Chapter 11

This chapter is dedicated to @justalostheart8 enjoy everyone x
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Afaf's P.O.V:

Abdullah was crying, I was thinking because he couldn't remember anything and that didn't affect him, but me to be honest.

Abdullah: Afaf? My only. Ofcourse I remember you. Just it takes time for my brain to work..
Afaf: OMG!

I cried, those tears of happiness, he remembered me. The first of everyone, I called everyone in, and he remembered everyone, slowly because his brain is trying to develop.
As soon as 3my ra7 7g el doctor..

DR: He may go home, but he needs to stay at home for atleast 2 days, no driving especially fast driving. He can drive atleast a week after those 2 days, no less.

Everyone was smiling, we all got out, evacuating to our cars, so this time me, abdullah and duaij and dana are in one car with Ghada.

Bader was with Zainab and 5wat'ha. Oh yeah I forgot, the mlcha was cancelled coz of Abdullah, inshallah this month..

Taiba was with Dareen, Noura, Manayer.

Me and Abdullah were holding hands.

Abdullah: itha mt bt7been wa7ed '3eiry?

What? Ha? Never.

Afaf: never. Shal kalam? Lat fawl!
Abdullah: haha 7beebty.

He kissed the side of my head and laughed, I was acting mad.. How would he say that?

Zainab's P.O.V:

So nothing is wrong with abdullah? Why en2ajl el mlcha? Waaaiiiii333. My phone ringed.

Caller: Badorey❤

Bader: halla bl 7ub.
Zainab: 3aib. 3aib, we are not married yet!
Bader: ya5ee I love youu!
Zainab: 7btk el garada. Lalallala jk :)
Bader: 3baly b3d. Inzain sday el telephone
Zainab: laish?
Bader: because you're driving a5af 3leich :)
Zainab: 7yaty ely y5afoun 3ley okay bye x
Bader: take care x

Shahad: wai3 shfeekom entaw?
Fatma: law3taw chbddna
Zainab: entay hey shahood!
Shahad: ha?
Zainab: laish 6aga Afaf?
Shahad: tstahel.
Zainab: laish?!
Shahad: Abdullah y7bha.

There was a different beauty page between shahad and Afaf, and I knew that and even though ehya i5ty afaf a7la.

Afaf had light brown hair (ombre) and hazel eyes and full lips with tanned skin and deep dimples.

Shahad had very long black hair and black eyes and she had full lips as well and she is very pale and tall she is pretty bas not as pretty as Afaf.

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Dareen's P.O.V:

On our ride home my bbm vibrated it was a ping.
No, 3
No ten.
From who? Feehaid.

Feehaid Al': PING!!!
PING!!!
D'58: haaa
Feehaid Al': yayeen baitkom
D'58: haw laish?
Feehaid Al': you'll see ;)
D'58: okay ..

We were the first to arrive home when I saw 5alty and Feehaid here with flowers...

Chapter 10

This chapter is dedicated to a real life close friend Ghaliyah and two bloggers: @hamad_blogger and @Atragedyy_ xx love you enjoy.

Afaf's P.O.V:
You wouldn't understand my love for Abdullah, yes, he is my cousin so I know him alot, but the truth is we loved eachother since we were little.. Stupid right? No.
It was that moment where we were all bl7deeka bl3eed I was about 5 and he was 7, when I fell on my face and sctatched my forehead and he kissed it, we both blushed bas we were kids so not really a "3aib" moment.

Tears float in my cheeks, dripping like raindrops, a7bk.
As we entered Abdullah to the hospital he went into the operation room, I was told to stay out.

Aunt Mizna: 3boodyy!! Wldy wain?!

I could see that tragic feeling in her eyes, her holding her tears and how her thinking face is on, she was praying.
I walked away with Ghada and Noura, I needed sometime to cry and have not one but two shoulders to cry on.

Afaf: my only reason to smile is fading.
Ghada: lat fawleen!
Noura: mako shay inshallah.
I laughed, not that ahhahahahaha laugh the "yeah right" laugh.
Afaf: Life is never nice, it's always selfish it takes away too many lives.
Ghada: staghferallah shal kalam?
Noura: Afaf hdy.
Afaf: yreit.. Bas 3lmeeny shlon.

I saw them, they were crying too, not on Abdullah bas on me, how ana ksrt 5a6rhom, how they thought they would never leave me alone, for safety.

I wiped my tears, ate from Coffee Bean, we were in salam hospital. Ou b3dain sa3ad foug ma3ahom praying. I looked at Shahad in a disgusted look. Over to the side Duaij is crying his heart out and Bader is cheering him up.

Mishael who is pretty much Abdullah's best friend/cousin was banging his head on the wall, ou 5wana Ali ou Khaled ga3deen bas sakteen.

Ou 5waty ou fatma ou zanoob ou omy ou 3amy ga3deen yd3oun 3la Abdullah.
El doctor kan americky ou yalena ou gal.

DR: It was a really tough hit, affected him massively, he will be in a coma for atound a month. Not exactly a month but adds up to one.
Aunt Mizna: will he be okay?
DR: Currently our theory is that he might lose his memory.. But other than that he would be in ship shape.

Everyone was speechless and had open mouths.
MEMORY. MEMORY?! HE IS GONNA FORGET TEN YEARS OF OUR LOVE AND NOT KNOWING WHO ANYONE IS?! LAISH, THE MINUTE I THINK EVERYTHING IS FINE SOMETHING HAS TO HAPPEN?! WHY.
I got up ran away crying, everyone stared. But I didn't care, my Abdullah is slipping away.

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THE DAY YOU SLIPPED AWAY..
WAS THE DAY I FOUND OUT
IT WONT BE THE SAME
OHHHH NA NA NA NA NA NA..
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1 month later passed...

I walked into Abdullah's room with lilacs our signature flowers, he wont remember anyways.

Abdullah: mama?
Afaf: la2 ana Afaf.
Abdullah: i5ty?

I cried so hard. It was a bad experience. He didn't know who I was.

Afaf: la2, nseitny?
I took a deep breath
Afaf: laish? Please remember me.
Abdullah: I dont think I remember you..

I dropped the vase, crying, my face was so red, though I wasn't making any sounds, I was silently crying.

Abdullah: latbcheen. Mo eb 2eedy.

He held my hand with a smile, funny thing is he isn't feeling our love, the love we had. Why?!

Afaf: please remember.

Sunday, April 14, 2013

Chapter 9

Forgive me for this tragic post, dedicated to sweetest people ever, @Kuwait1ES and @rahafalx

Afaf's P.O.V:

The thing I didn't like about us going to shar3 el7oob was seeing Abdullah there, what I realized is.. When our love gets stronger, our trust gets weaker.
I dont understand why he doesn't trust me he just doesnt, people call it love, but I dont?
And well my expectation of seeing Abdullah is basically true. He got out of his car opened our car's door and grabbed me. I knew what he was going to say, so did everyone else, Ghada gave Abdullah na'9ra wa95a...

Abdullah: shyabkom hnee?
Afaf: wnta shako?
Abdullah: l2na entay 7gy..
Afaf: la la la la just because I accepted your love, I didn't mean you to be overprotective about me! Ou a9lan enta shaybk hneee? Banat ha?
Abdullah: ana rayal adabr 7aly ou shako yay ma3a 97aby!
Afaf: ou ana yaya hnee ma3a my sisters ou cousins.

Zainab parked the car in the ra9eef and Taiba looked out of the window.

Taiba: entaw hey?!! Tfahamaw bl bait.. Mo hnee!!
Manayee: ee wain ga3deen?!

One of Abdullah's friends got out of the car to tell Abdullah that this place isnt safe..

Abdullah: Dhari, malk sh'3l enta rou7
Afaf: bas rou7aw

So both cars drove after eachother to leave us in a dead end street.

Abdullah: ou raby a5af 3leich!
Afaf: etha ent cheethy 3yal bahdk.

I walked away as fast as I could he ran after me, I could see by the corner of my eyes white light flashing, before I could scream before I could react, Abdullah was down, there on the floor, blood all oveer him. I fell, crying, screaming why?! Why is this happening to me?

Everyone got out of their cars, they called 112, and they told me to haday.

Afaf: shlon ahady?!! Lmn my soul, the second part of me, my everything isn't breathing.

I was crying, yeah everyone expected me too but no one expected Shahad to cry, I stared at her.

Shahad: kla mnch!!!!!!! You killed him.

She pushed me so hard that I scratched my elbow. I pushed her back to the car , and so on we started fighting.

Shahad: Laish yal7aywana?! Laish?!
Afaf: et7beena?! Yal5ayna!! You're one of the closest people ever! You love someone you know I would give everything for? Malat 3leich.. Malat 3la the trust I gave you!!!

I wanted to say more, but I stopped, I just hugged his body my tears following on his shirt.

Afaf: *whispering to his shirt* Stay with me. Please.

And in that moment, the ambulance arrived, they said only one can come with him, and so I did.

On our way, they also bandaged my elbow it was bleeding alot. But I didn't care, I just cared about Abdullah. Just Abdullah.